Okay, for all of you who read my blog or read it, this is why I am not in SLC and this is what happened. Okay, I flew to SLC to go live with my cousin, her boyfriend, and two other guys in the house. My cousin's boyfriend's mom wasn't living there anymore cause she got kicked out for trying to hurt my cousin, she's really physco, his mom, she's a bitch, and for not paying rent and stuff. So I was supposed to get the basement all to myself. Well, I get there and Nick who was so nice over the phone is really a sexist asshole who happened to be a trust fund baby but is now going broke. He spent all his money on stuff he didn't need when he was 16 and will eat out but refuses to go grocery shopping, he gained alot of weight and then complains about it. So whenever I would shop for groceries with what little money I had they would all eat my food and I'd have NONE!.

My cousin's boyfriend's mom got kicked out of her boyfriend's house. Apparently, she tried to hit him and he threw her over the fucking balcony. LOLOLOLOL! LMFAO! So in the middle of the night she moves into Nicks house and into my room without asking me, and I"M paying the damned rent, not her. Nick said if anyone had to share a room with anyone that they would split the rent and so I asked him. He said that no, I would pay all the rent or else I would not have equal run of the house, what bullshit!!! And his mom fucking stole my bed, that was MINE. So here I'm stuck with her, and she's a blackwitch, meaning she doesn't study good magic, just the bad stuff. So I cleansed my crystals and then put salt water on all her stuff, I sprinkled it, which makes it so she can not hurt anyone. Well Nick is a control freak and he sends my cousin out at fucking 2 in the morning to get his fatass cinnamon rolls, and when we come back the dogs shat on the floor in the basement and he tells my cousin to clean it up. She ALWAYS takes care of the dogs and tells him to clean it up for once and he doesn't, then shouts that if they ever have kids he will not change the diapers and so she cleans it up but the smell is so bad she takes a break and goes to her mom's house. Nick's mom rants and raves and bashes my cousin and then starts cleaning what's left. When I come down she asks me where Elise went and I say that Ellise needed a break and when to my aunts. She thinks that I am defended Elise and starts cussing me out and yelling and screaming at me. I could so beat this woman to pulp. I'm 5'9 and she is 5'2 or whatever. Yeah, I would so win. So I leave and go to my aunt's house cause if I hit her I would not fucking stop til she was dead. Then I come back the next morning and get my shit all packed up. Nick's mom asked where I went and said that I didn't need to run away and that she didn't mean to yell at me BUT ... and that's when I stopped listening and toldher to shut the fuck up and got ALL my stuff and then told Elise to take me to my grandparents house. I hate Nick and his bitch of a mother and I'm not gonna spend my money and time on them because it's not worth it. Let the little shit go broke and live on the street. I love myself way too much for that bullshit.

So since then I've been working at a clothing store, for a bitch who doens't complement her employee's worth shit, paying for phone and taking care of my granny and sleeping ont he couch. Well I finally come to Canada to see my boyfriend and didn't bring a passport or birth certificate because I was told I didn't need one and turned out I did. So I have to wait for it to get back into the states. OH yeah, and before I left my cousin calls me to ask if I'll move back into the house. The other two room mates moved out and they need another person. Oh and that if I move back in the rent will be higher than before. BULLSHIT!!!! I wasn't even allowed to talk to my cousin because of Nicka nd I sure as hell would love to see him go broke and have to work for once. He's 18 and has never worked in his life, still calls his mom "mommy" and she actually brings him his food and drink. OMG!! LOL!! Yeah, so that's what happened, what do you think? BTW my New BLOG NAME is BlueOrchid69 and I might stop using this one so write me on that one. Thankz, love all of you and I missed you like crazy!!!

So I'm eating cheetos right now while reading your guys's blogs and seeing what's going on in your lives to know that I'm not the only one who has messes. *munchmunchmunch* Thanks for all of you who right comments to make me feel better, it goes a long way.

Well, this Monday is when I'm going to fly out to SLC. Yup, I'm excited and tomarrow I have to test pack my clothes to see how much I can fit along with extras that I wanna take. I'm not gonna pack all of my clothes bc my mom offered to ship what I don't want with me yet. It's not cold there so I'm not desperate for winterclothes.

This hurricane sucked. I mean, I told everyone it'd turn into a pussy tropical storm by the time it got here and it did. It skimmed right by E-prise and headed right on up. I'm not sad though, because I didn't want to deal with it when I had to fly. I'm happy for the rain though, bc it was so fucking hot here I thought the humidity was gonna steam me- one thing I'm so not gonna miss when I move.

Well that's all for now, stay tuned for Tahnee's version of: The Real World: SLC!! yes that's right folks, follow the life of Tahnee as she learns to live with 4 potheads in one house and see what drama arises! lol

I'm all smile right now because I got a package from a really really really close friend. I got a Koala, some gem stones, a smaller barbell for my tongue, a lil mounty figurine, a patch, some stickers, and two cd's. I love it soo much. And the smell of the koala, I've been carrying it around with my all day because it smells really nice.

In a week or two I will be moving in with my room mates so that should be interesting for you guys because it will be like the Real World: Salt Lake City, lol. I'm all packed and ready as hell to go. The more that I have to count down the days the more excited I've become with getting the hell out of here and starting my new life and everything in it and leaving behind all the bittersweet memories here except for my friends: Jess, Nell, Amanda, and a few others. They know I love 'em and always will and I'll have an addy and number for them to reach me since I already have a way to get a hold of them. And for a friend that I don't have to say the name, incase I need to get some info keep reading our blog.

And for some friend who will remain nameless, heehee. UPDATE THE BLOG!! give me some reading material!! heehee. *hugs* Luv ya guys!!

"I hoe, I hoe, and it's off to my corner I go... with a thrust and a scream and my whip cracking, I hoe, I hoe, I hoe, I hoe.." lol

Okay, so today I have started my packing... none too excited but yet I'm ready and I know I am. I remember when  friend of mine had to do this. She could barely contain herself thinking about where she was going. And she was so over due to leave. She found out I was leaving and got really upset. But don't worry cause there's no way she'll lose me and I'll call and she'll find ways to talk to me. We always have.

On another note, the damn bastard at my work took me off the schedule! Grrr, so I have to call him today and seew hy and then see if there's anyway he can put me back on atleast a few times before I leave.

My boyfriend called last night and I let him in on the info of me moving. He was really upset and then I told him that No he can't move with me and No I will not live with him. We've had a few problems and it is time to see other people for a while, at this he go emotional and was like "you promised".. well I may have promised but he lied to me making my promise no longer valid. I pointed out how I had beat my head wondering what I did wrong or what I said or if there was anything I did and it occured to me... I was a great girlfriend. He lied to me and played headgames, guilttrips and the whole "I'm gonna hurt myself if you leave me" stuff. That's doesn't fly well with me. Then he said the whole "I can't live without you." That's the one of the best reasons for us to see other people, he has to realize he doesn't need a woman to make him happy and he has a lot of issues to straighten out too. Maybe someone else can help him with that bc after 11 or so months of trying and him not caring enough to stop lieing.. yeah.

Well, I'm off to pack my stuff in boxes. Please feel free to give me some cheerful words... it would help some.

Well, I turns out that I am moving. I am ready for it, though it's a bit sooner than I'd like. Some how things find a way of working out and I think deep inside that if I didn't do this now that I might have not done it at all. And I have constantly felt this pull to go North. And now I'm happy to say that that is where I am going...

I'm happy to hear that a friend of mine is meeting some cool friends at her college and is talking to what sounds like a really nice guy. She's so pretty so I have all the confidence that she won't have a problem in the dating department. At one time she was dating this one guy but he wasn't really dating material and he didn't seem to know enough about girls and for the attitude he had along with the looks that he was lacking... I am so glad that she dumped him.

Today at work there was this fly and it kept buzzing around me. It bugged the shit out of me! And I know the customers could see it but there's no way I could kill it and right where I was making their food?! No way!! So I opened up the oven to slide in their food and the fly went in with it and I shut it quickly. LOL Muahahahaha heehee. OMG LOL!! Well, good to say that there's no more fly. But then another one popped up like 15 minutes after that. So ohwell, I guess it's a war between the humans v. the flies! I think one friend of mine will know what I'm talking about lol. She has a pet one named Super Bob, lol how cute.

Now back to moving. I think I get obsessive compulsive when I'm stressed. I have a list for everything that I need to buy before I go, things I need to pack and stuff for luggage and carryone. Also, I have some boxes in my room but I don't think I'll pack until this weekend. *clicks barbell*

I'm happy knowing that my friend support me in this and that they give their love and thanks for my friendship and that they remind me that they are there whenever I need them. It really cheers me up more than they will know. Also I don't feel so bad knowing that I have a highschool friend who will only be like and hour or so away from me going to BYU... so that makes me smile.

The fifth room being unfinish, I like this because then I can finish it anyway that I want. So koodos to me and also my cousin and her fiance might have a job for me already and if not they have connections so finding a full time job should be nothing.. Wish me luck!!